Below is the mail I phoned and told you about that she sent to me. Again thank you so much for everything you have done for her. If you want to use her mail below as testimony for other clients please feel free but remove all reference to us.
Sent: 09 April 2013 09:17 AM
Subject: I Love You
Last night, after another argument, I started thinking about what you said.
You asked if I still love you, and I do with all my heart.
You asked if I wanted us to go on and I do so badly. The thought of loosing you makes me feel like I want to throw up.
So I started thinking why you would be asking these questions and pray that you not wanting to throw in the towel.
If I think back to when we started fighting it was about a month after I finished my case. I feel like it changed me, but I don’t want to go back. I know it seems like I am making this up but since we finished with Uncle XXX I almost feel like something has been lifted off of me. Something Marc said to me that day in court before I testified. Originally I thought he was trying to make me feel better because as you can remember I was as scared as hell, but he said that after testifying and having the opportunity to tell XXXXXXX what he had put me through all those years ago, that I may change. He said that I would feel stronger. I didn’t, not straight away. If you can remember I was teary and always down, but now I do feel stronger. I can’t explain it, I feel that I can’t let anyone put me down again, but above all, I feel like I can do anything. Going to court was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but it has made me stronger than I ever believed I could be. They say you always hurt the ones you love and I think I am flexing these new found muscles of mine. I realise however that I am probably flexing them with you more than anyone else and when I think that I probably wouldn’t have had the courage to do it without you, I realise how tough this must be on you. All I can say is I am sorry, sorry, sorry, and I love you more than anything. I hope you can understand this. There is a song that plays quite regularly on the radio lately by Alicia Keys called “A brand new kind of me”. It’s not all about us, because I don’t think she is talking about what I went through, but it is a lot of how I feel. Please listen to the words.
Watch the video here.
Marc gave this to me my love and I am so grateful he did.
We finished this together and for that I will always love you and If we did that we can do anything together.
Please let me know if you understand.
Love you with all my heart.
Testimonial of boyfriend of Child Rape Survivor
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